and now where do I go?

And where do I go from here?
From this moment of not knowing.
I thought I knew it all, I thought I finally had it all figured out.
You and I together forever.
You holding me, I holding you.

And I thought we had it all, All it took to be happy.
We were so happy, we were the happiest I've ever seen.

I finally had made up my mind.
I would be the children's psychologist and stay here, with you.
Where I would finally be able to make sense of this non sense of the world.
I knew that with you by my side all my questions would find an answer and I would never feel alone.

And now, you're nowhere to be found.
Nowhere near and all I hear is a deafening silence.

So, here I am with a void in my heart with tears in my eyes and a knowing that this is our end.
You are done and have forever walked away without once looking back and I...
And I don't know where to go.