What does it matter?
What does it matter that I care and you don’t? What does it matter that there are nights that I just want to cry my eyes out and wish I didn’t feel like I had any way of holding back. I wish I can scream on top of my lungs and let it all out, let you know really how you make me feel. Yet, then I’d be back to that same question. What does it matter? Who cares? Obviously, not you.
Not minimally, or secretly as you make it pretty clear as it really is just irrelevant. Will it even make a difference when I finally walk away? When will I no longer make you a priority and finally an option, if that? I’m done wishing and hoping that someday, one day, hopefully not too far away something might just change.
That’s the thing with change though; it doesn’t happen unless you make it happen. It never just happens spontaneously or just because. All the contrary it happens because finally one day one gets tired, frustrated with the way something may be occurring and decides to do something. You see, action needs to be taken, words need to be said things need to be done and ones ground must be held.
Because it does matter, it matters to yourself. To finally take a stand, grow a pair and say all that needs to be said and defend it and defend yourself. One takes as much as one allows, so stop allowing, stop questioning if it matters or not to someone else. If it matters to you, that's all that matters. One must give oneself that importance deserved and needed to stand tall with a smile on your face and say it matters and it matters to me and thats why I won't take it anymore.
