hugging a cloud

I saw you today...
I saw you today in the smile of a child... Pure, beautiful, innocent
I saw you today in the passing of a cloud... just for a bit but long enough for me to just think..
I saw you today and it was only in my mind, when I heard that song on the radio that will always make me think of you and though sometimes when I hear it, I change the station and pretend I didn't hear it, there are still those times I sing along to it and just think.

I heard your laughter the other day, when I heard a dirty joke about a blonde and all I could think of was "oh wow" but I realized it was just me laughing alone. I heard your "hey!" and turned back to nobody behind me and I didn't know whether to keep looking or keep walking as I knew no one was there. I still turn and look every time I make that drive, though I haven't made it in quite a while, every time I make it I still turn my  head. I'm not sure if I turn it in hopes to still see you or may be just your car. Neither are ever there, nor will be.

I thought of you and am still doing so, every time I see a cactus and think to myself "gawsh, no one would ever be dumb enough to hug one". I tihnk and laugh every time I think of hippie, tree hugger as we defined it in a different manner. But now, every time I see a cloud, I will always think "I hope ones being hugged for me" and know now theres a cloud hugger

01/01/11

There's something in my mind that I just got to let you know...
You know that crazy stupid feeling that they saw few rarely get to experience, while many proclaim to have it?
I think it may be happening to me.
I've caught myself thinking of you more than what many were to consider normal.
When I think of you, I not just catch myself smiling but laughing too out of joy.
You know that crazy feeling of just wanting to randomly dance?
I somehow seem to experience it most often when around you.
A happy song makes me wish you were next to me so I can sing and dance it to you, a love one to dedicate to you and sad one to hug you while listening to it.
Has it happened to you that you find yourself wishing so many things? But all have one thing in common, that person that needs to be a part of it to make it all complete.
Dreaming is fun, Making dreams a reality, hard work but living them, a Fantasy.
By nature I'm a hard worker, I don't mind working to reach my goals. The harder the task at hand the bigger the reward at the end of it.
I was taught to dream. Dream big. Because as I've been told those that don't have dreams don't have anything in life nor do they strive for anything. So watch me dream, dream as big as a dream can be. More importantly keep up and make them all happen with me 'cause baby I promise you it will all be worth it.